DeviantFallenArt

It has been far to long since I've held a pencil or looked at blank paper with even a slightly creative thought. Being a fledgling adult, the real world has captivated my focuses entirely... leaving home, boyfriends, marriage, creating new life, making a foreign house into my new family's home; simply learning to be an unselfish and productive adult has proven to be quiet the task. So now, years and better have passed and here I sit, staring, intimidated in way... simply gazing at this sharpened pencil. The vivid sparks of creativity just below the surface of this cool, milky white paper are glimmering into my soul. I emerge myself, slipping

Let me start off by saying this; there are many people in this world that love you. Maybe you see them every day, maybe you see them once a year, or maybe you don't see them at all. It could be that quiet shy person nobody ever seems to notice and it could be that shining star that practically beams rays of happiness. The point is someone in this big huge world loves you at all times no matter what you have done or said. I typed this message for those who are unsure if they are wanted or loved. The sooner you realize this love factor, the better. So anyway, I have been super busy with my life these past months and it shocks me to think I'm g

Yes, I'm afraid it's true. I'm so busy and behind it's almost overwhelming. Since I took that trip last December I got behind in school and I spent like all of January trying to catch back up. It really sucked because I wanted to work on my Sinfearia RPG site, submit some sweet art, and hang with some good friends but noooo I had to get caught up in school. I literally feel like a ghost of how much I've just disappeared from everything lately. Good news though! I'm nearly caught up with everything and I'm about to even finish a few classes so… that will give me some time to spend on my online projects and draw up something nice. I mean I